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StringsA slight tug on my heart   
caused the crack that was almost all the way safe   
to become the final defining split   
and the last containing wall in me to crumble   
and my chest to cave in   
allowing silver and purple floods   
to drown everything that was in my heart out.   
Homeless feelings just left   
Because they had no reason to go to work anymore   
 
I held the strings tight that day   
and I tugged gently at first   
becoming fiercer and sadder as time went on   
to break my own sad self-righteous heart &n Strings
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Last One In the PackI can suck in the smog    of my outside world              With two fingers                                             and two lips     they are steady and collected  Better off than they were a moment ago      with Confidence firmly in place  My fingers can not move    it's mor Last One In the Pack
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No SympathyThere's a cold dead man  waiting on a cold dead table  there is no sympathy  to give to a man so unstable   
This man waits  for nothing  his brother waits  to own all his shit  his friends linger  but fade  slowly  eventually  repressed.   
I said I love you once  to this cold dead man  he was slightly warmer then  but could never look me in the eyes afterward   
There is no sympathy  For this cold dead man  his grave's yet to be bought  his body lays  going to waste  going to waste  going to waste  His frien No Sympathy
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May They Hold, May They Fold.There's something graceful about a man's hands  the way they hold  their tension and release  Their means to place siege  The frame of a young girl          just out of reach.  Insert candles and mystery  into that spot in the small of their palms  Remember conservative nights alone  With him reading you psalms.       Within those hands       You Can imagine your breasts and breath            Weighing down        May They Hold, May They Fold.
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Songs to Live By

Tue Jul 7, 2009, 10:33 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Thirteen- Ben Kweller (best song ever)
  • Reading: Palm Sunday- Kurt Vonnegut
  • Watching: evaporation
  • Eating: if only nothing
Finally asked my mom to sign me up for therapy. Hopefully she'll carry through.
Back from the best year at camp I've ever had.
This week's going to be very scary and a lot of sad things happened while I was gone.
Becky and Dallas are officially not together, she got a new boyfriend evidently. Mom and dad sold my rat, the Rza to the same girl who took Hector. Apparently Becky enrolled in college. I wasn't expecting that for quite some time.
A lot of other really scary stuff is happening this week. Thankfully I'm pretty calm and collected about all of it. I can make it through. I just have to keep saying those words until the point when I reach insanity and start believing it.
Happy 4 month anniversary Josh

"We met on the front porch
fell in love on the phone
without the physical wreck
you gave me the necklace
that used to hang
around your mother's neck
we questioned religion
gave bread to the pigeons
we learned how to pray
we stood by the ocean
turned our hearts into one
we laid in bed all day
we skipped on the sidewalk
skipped stones on the water
we skipped town
we've seen the sunrise with new eyes
we've seen the damage of gossip and true lies
we've seen the sun go down
had passionate makeouts
with passionate freakouts
we built this world of our own
it was in the back of a taxi
when you told me you loved me
and that I wasn't alone"


headaches start up.... now!

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I is am a youngin' fer shureeeeee. I don't know much about art and stuffs yet but I guess you kinda teach yourself over time. I secretly have this account so's that my parents aren't always reading my poetry-- they don't need to know every anxiety and feeling I have in the course of my life-- it'd get real old, real quick. Anyway, i hope people enjoy what i can make, help me get better at it with creative criticism as rough as ya wanna get and help me :P :)

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  • Current Residence: a lair at the bottom of the ocean
  • Interests: writing, ridiculous movies, ridiculous friends, obsession
  • Favourite movie: Eternal Sunshine, Tank Girl, Party Monster,SLC Punk!,Brick, Hedwig,Cry Baby,the Birdcage, Clerks
  • Favourite band or musician: Ani DiFranco, the Cure, DMB, David Bowie, Fiona Apple, Foo Fighters, Man Man, Nirvana, Pj Harvey
  • Favourite genre of music: w/e sounds good
  • Favourite artist: Edward Gorey, Jean Michel Basquiat, Aaron McGruder, Frank Miller, Jhonen Vasquez
  • Favourite poet or writer: Kurt Vonnegut, Salman Rushdie, Elizabeth Wurtzel
  • Favourite photographer: alyssa, katie, sean
  • Shell of choice: Sea turtles are kinda fun
  • Skin of choice: I prefer the kind plastered onto bone-just a thought though
  • Favourite cartoon character: the 90's version of Batman
  • Personal Quote: You sir, are the Magneto of Penises

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~TheBeautyOfGrey:iconTheBeautyOfGrey: May 8, 2009, 1:31:24 PM
its alyssa!~ my NOT banned account!
~ThElephantMansGf:iconThElephantMansGf: Apr 14, 2009, 7:24:27 PM
Woah!!! Heya :)

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"I call her every foul name there is, she makes my name sound like rain-- like a chant to some dark god..."- A Dame to Kill For, Frank Miller

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DANCING IS FORBIDDEN -jennie
~EdwardVictoria:iconEdwardVictoria: Mar 29, 2009, 2:34:08 PM
I've just noticed that we both have a deviation called 'Desperation'. *mind blown just a little*

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...but the bottom line is that COMMUNISM IS BAD FOR YOUR EYES.
...I mean television. I get those confused.
--Edaniel
~ThElephantMansGf:iconThElephantMansGf: Mar 29, 2009, 6:32:40 PM
that is definitely a telepathic Walrus moment

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"I call her every foul name there is, she makes my name sound like rain-- like a chant to some dark god..."- A Dame to Kill For, Frank Miller

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DANCING IS FORBIDDEN -jennie
~EdwardVictoria:iconEdwardVictoria: Mar 29, 2009, 6:36:07 PM
Walrus...es are most definitely telepathic. They just look it.

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...but the bottom line is that COMMUNISM IS BAD FOR YOUR EYES.
...I mean television. I get those confused.
--Edaniel
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